04 6 / 2012
sorry for this
when someone is just so horrible to you, so degrading and so abusive that you become trapped in them, encased in their being yet they keep on hurting you ever so badly and each time feels like a blow to the chest so hard it just knocks the wind right out of you and you’re in so much pain you can’t move, can’t think, can’t even breathe.. yet you force yourself to keep going on, keep being what is your normal to everybody else, hiding everything that happened and going back to who did it all to you because even though they treat you like nothing they are your everything and you’re invisible, numb, absolutely meaningless without them in your life, constantly. you forgive them, you take more, you know it will always happen again. and you do nothing. because you are nothing.
03 6 / 2012
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